I don't know what's wrong with me. I need help. I hurt people. Especially the people i care about. I don't know why. I guess I just want to push them away because i'm a terrible person. I am terrible girlfriend material. I ditch people in there time of need because most of the time I can't handle it. I get mad at people for liking me because what do they see in me? I'm terrible! So many people died because of me. But of course I remember them all. I'm just a waste of space. I don't know what to do most of the time. I want to die and disappear but I can't do that. So many people depend on me. Well the person they think I am. I am fake. I'm not